CHIISANA SEKAI

hi! cuma ini post yg di up setelah banyak yg di draft hahahaha.

Post ini sama pentingnya kayak kamu. Iya kamu. Yg cuma bilang "hi" doang bisa bikin benteng ini runtuh. Iya segampang itu. Ga perlu puluhan orang yg datang, cukup kamu. 

Ternyata memang, cuma kamu yg bisa bikin aku seperti abg labil. Kamu emang sesederhana itu, sama sederhananya dg kisah yg lalu. Karena kesederhanaannya, aku belum beranjak dari titik terakhir kita. Kalau kamu baca ini, tapi aku yakin enggak, selamat ya! Selamat kembali meneror hati ini dg keserdehanaan cinta itu! Hehe, deep down you still hv a place in my heart dude! :)

And then you come along smiling, caring and loving

And declared your love

From you I learnt what true love is

In true love there is no pain anymore 

You awakened love in me once again the love that I had killed within me long long ago

You are in every prayer

You are in every heartbeat

You are the one I'd never part

I  know nothing except loving you

Was it difficult?

Why did you come to my life?

What do I do now?

In true love there is no pain 

Was it all a show?

Runaway and leaving

And all i see are blurry

And somehow teared my skin apart

Gave love that nearly killed me

Promises made to be broken

You are the love that I seek

You are the one to believe

Is it this painful?

Touch me with your gaze

I know nothing else but to love you

Was my love difficult?

If true love is going to vanish away

and ruining me

Why did you come to my life?

What do I do now?

when every breath hurts, when every day is a war

why could I forget? 

I used to the feeling

when you heart was scattered and break into million pieces 

why could I forget?

when your love was hurting yourself

when your love was teared apart

why would you believe?

someone who took all of you and ran away

and all promises made to be broken

why would you believe?

"I'll be here and not going anywhere"

"I love you more than you love me"

"I love you enough to heal your heart"

"I am giving you all of me and shall you do the same"

"I will never leave you"

"You shall try my love and I would heal your past traumatic" 

and why would you still believe?

when there's no reason for all of this

when there's no word left to say

I had enough

God, isn't this too much?

do you still have to let me feel this again?

do I have to repeat the same story from 5 years ago?

do I have to repeat the same story from 2 years ago?

what's so wrong with my love?

"you should try to stop loving me cause I didnt love you anymore"

why would I believe? 

why would you ripped me? 

it felt so empty

i was not ready for your little show

defeated by your words

and you drown me to the sea 

once again, all of them did leave 

i would never believe in love anymore 

what it feels like to be able see you from morning till midnight

what it feels like to see you everyday

what it feels like to hear your warm voice

feels the blood running through vessel

and get flush on cheeks

sometimes i manage to keep myself remain calm

not to be able to touch you nor hear your voice

your preserence is like a drug

get me high and sure drop me to the lowest

I know i am such a fool but youre love is too good

and keep hold on me

and thats the only reason

why I keep you here, in my mind, in my dream

to the time when we could only meet in dream

to the time i feel your existence on midnight

to the time when I could only see your face by daydreaming

and it's come to conclusion

i love you 

and i am a fool