when every breath hurts, when every day is a war

why could I forget? 

I used to the feeling

when you heart was scattered and break into million pieces 

why could I forget?

when your love was hurting yourself

when your love was teared apart

why would you believe?

someone who took all of you and ran away

and all promises made to be broken

why would you believe?

"I'll be here and not going anywhere"

"I love you more than you love me"

"I love you enough to heal your heart"

"I am giving you all of me and shall you do the same"

"I will never leave you"

"You shall try my love and I would heal your past traumatic" 

and why would you still believe?

when there's no reason for all of this

when there's no word left to say

I had enough

God, isn't this too much?

do you still have to let me feel this again?

do I have to repeat the same story from 5 years ago?

do I have to repeat the same story from 2 years ago?

what's so wrong with my love?

"you should try to stop loving me cause I didnt love you anymore"

why would I believe? 

why would you ripped me? 

it felt so empty

i was not ready for your little show

defeated by your words

and you drown me to the sea 

once again, all of them did leave 

i would never believe in love anymore