Every memories was spilling around

Why does it feel so hurt?

Trying to gasp your hand in this darkest silence

Listening to your breathe

No traces found behind

Took away all of my heart

And struggling to collect them all

I thought i could

And why does it feel so hurt?

Despite number of people came and walked into my life

It felt so weird

I wonder why

I cant let you out of my mind?

I thought i could

Make a new heart

Make a new room, for someone new

But why does it feel so hurt?

If loving you was a part of believing

I was thinking of quitting

When i was at my worst

I have been thinking of leaving

I could solemnly swear I love you 

But why does my love is hurting you?

My baby my darling

Why does this feel so hurt? 

ps : in the part of i want to leave kp for bobok cantik but i cant let kp go out of my mind. and this was made, exactly one year ago. from 1.5 to 2.5. how memories flies :"