for you, keep reading this, please.

it's like a doll, a body without any of soul
my heart is like a cracked marble, cracked into pieces
am i just dreaming?
or could it was only a lied?


nope. it was real. i did heard.
as the rain poured down to earth, my heart was shattered.
i was sorry, i was really sorry, that you could bear me since that day.
i was the one who insisted. it's me and always been me. and you've got to stick with me.
i was really sorry.

maybe God just punished me. cursed me. i am the one who should be blame for this.
i was sorry. i really mean it.

fix me. you know you're the only one, but i know you wont.
just slap me. i want to wake up from this reality and find it all was dream.
i lived without soul, my body just following human's instinct to keep alive.
i am not live. i am died

this is killing me. killing me slowly. i dont want to live. don want to.
no, there's no any hopes. any chances. no.
too much pressure.
this town is also makes me sick.
but you wont take me out here.

so, i guess, i will just give up on my dreams.
there's no place for me here, in this reality, in your heart, in this town, in this college life.

crushed. i am.
i still love you, and
i am died.
sorry for intruding your life, sorry for hurting you, sorry for all those fool-silly- mistakes that was torturing you. i wasnt meant that.
i love you,
and

i will just go. from everyone's life.