regret
8:21:00 PMusually, aphorism always right. the aphorism "regret always come late" seems suitable for me right now. i never regret anything in my life, never. but, this time, i regret everything that started from January a year ago.
i regret i was your classmate. i regret that I've known you.i regret that I noticed you since that day. i regret the fact that I used to care 'bout you. i regret that you have been in my life for 2011-2012. i regret that I always worried 'bout you but you weren't. i regret that i used my heart, wholeheartdly to love you. i regret the tears that come out just because you were "cabut", smoking, or lying. i regret that i kept believe that you've changed but you weren't. i regret that i kept thinking that someday you'll realize what you've done is completely bad, for yourself, for your parents. i regret the time that i used for you. i regret that I've met you, the baddest person ever!
this kind of feeling, came out when I saw you, this afternoon, on my "every day-wait-at-there" i saw you, with smoke on your hand, smoking, skip the class (i knew it already) w/ your friend. well, i don't have any feelings left for you, but i just feel sorry 'bout you. hope you'll get better future even you keep doing that bad things.
and this time, i, wholeheartdly, hate and also feel sorry for you :)
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